Senin, 17 Oktober 2016

After SO many YEARS .. finally i'm BACK !!

Hello Everyone .. first of all i would say finally i come back here for continuing my story and what's going on between us after so many years has been pass. well yeah , honestly i almost forget that i've been make this post and such a sudden i remind that i had one .
such a little trouble for get the blog back since i forgot what kind of email that i used but its pretty fine now .

Okay lets continue what the story after ..
so , curently and ofcourse it will be always and the same ever .. i'm still with the same man that i've been with and it means that YES ! our relationship is continuing since ever the post up.
however people will start considering , " how come that kind of relatioship is really work? " , this case will be always a question mark also for me how does it work for so many years for me.

taken in 2013
Taken in 2013
yes thats me and him 3 years ago before this years (2016) and 1 years after i posted the relationship post. its pretty long if i got flash back what we did before ..
whoever saying that relationship and more long distance relationship is something will never work or never will happened such impossible is wrong :) all people is really depending each other right ? if you have a will for it and also the bless from the God everything will be fine even you will face so many rock bottom during all your life.
Personally me , i really almost give up on the way i am but however love will come back to you and make you choose the right choice between OVER or CONTINUE . looking all couple dating on weekend and also enjoy them self during u all alone on your room with your laptop and maybe games honestly its irritating me , LOL ! but what can i do since its the way i choose :(

year by year pass .. some of you also wonder what kind our realtionship still ? :)
yes .. i'm no longer his girlfriend yet .. and he is no longer my boyfriend .. so what ? fiancé ?? i dont think so since we got more level than this ..
and yes we got married (^_^)/
we married in december 2014 and exactly in my own country we did .

Taken in 2014
start from 2010 my relationship and yes its ended in 2014 that kind hell of relationship. maybe one or two times maximum for meet each other and also cost a lot of money since its quite far indonesia - france :) it wasn't easy at all . but once again i told you guys , its worth it in the end if you both having a faith on each other. its hard .. its pain ..its suffocated .. yes i felt it , but i sacrifice all i have for my happy ending and God lead the ways so far for us. PRAYS whenever you feel the hardest way and the key of this kind of relationship is you have to trust each other and communicate as long as u have time . what does that mean ? i'm sharing whatever i'm doing and the same for him . SO , there is no private ? why should i sharing each detail ? doesn't it childish ??
i guarantee you its not ! but i do feel bored sometimes cause its always the same things everyday. but do you know where your trust is gain day by day? if you are not even sharing what you doing in your day ? this is special relationship . you can't meet him everyday whenever u want and the maximum you can have through videocall . by chance he is worker and sometimes busy or maybe the other side and also with the different of time all you can do make each other feel that you both in the same dimension with time or place .

Paris - Jakarta - Paris - Jakarta its been always like it for the past 4 years. but i'm grateful still that i always have a chance to meet him even one month from one year i had.
and now i'm done . i'm officially his wife now and now i'm living in france . facing him everyday , talking him everyday and all the times. u got your pay back in the end so never scared to give a chance if you really love each other . Nobody says its easy , but its worth to try :)

i hope my post really bring the support for some people in long distance relationship or such a relationship . whatever the country or city or island .. love will find you a way :)
be strong , courage and keep faith !